Saturday, April 10, 2004
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BEWITCHED, BOTHERED AND BEWILDERED
This is my first Saturday night off in a while and with K involved with family, I decided to see if I could take Joan up on her offer of yore to take me clubbing. Figuring that she should be awake by 11AM, I knocked on her door, stated my request, and was met with an enthusiastic yes.
As I looked through my wardrobe to narrow down my choice of three outfits to one, I was suddenly struck with a sense of being unfaithful to K. There is no reason for this; we have never hinted at a commitment to each other. Or maybe I feel a commitment to him. Or want to feel a commitment to him.
Well, it won't keep me from going out on the town. And the fact that I've never been hit on at the bar is a pretty good predictor that my fidelity or imagined fidelity won't be tested. But what if it is?
This is my first Saturday night off in a while and with K involved with family, I decided to see if I could take Joan up on her offer of yore to take me clubbing. Figuring that she should be awake by 11AM, I knocked on her door, stated my request, and was met with an enthusiastic yes.
As I looked through my wardrobe to narrow down my choice of three outfits to one, I was suddenly struck with a sense of being unfaithful to K. There is no reason for this; we have never hinted at a commitment to each other. Or maybe I feel a commitment to him. Or want to feel a commitment to him.
Well, it won't keep me from going out on the town. And the fact that I've never been hit on at the bar is a pretty good predictor that my fidelity or imagined fidelity won't be tested. But what if it is?
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